From the recording Slowly Killing Me
Lyrics
Left all alone in this empty room again
With no one to talk to except the voice in my head
I'm running in circles but don't know what I'm running for
I guess I'm chasing a ghost that I just can't seem to ignore
You'll never feel all the pain inside of me
Afraid of the things in the dark that shackle me
Wake me I'm dreaming this again
I can't stop the screaming in my head
I'm terrified of what you'll never see
The boy inside is slowly killing me
I can't get to sleep cause the memories are back again
They haunt me so badly I can't get them out of my head
My body could handle the hatred and all the abuse
But my mind can not heal from the beatings without any bruise